sometimes I like to curl up in a ball

My kids have this book called, Sometimes I like go curl up in a ball, by Vicki Churchill and Charles Fuge. I have been thinking about this book for months.  The beginning and ending are my favorite.
   " Sometimes I like to curl up in a ball so no one can see me because I'm so small.  But when the day ends and the sun starts to fall, then I do what I do best of all,I find somewhere soft, somewhere cozy and small and that's where I like to curl up in a ball."
I don't know if it is the comfort of the fetal position or the feeling of being warm and cozy but I have been very sad that I cannot curl up in a ball.  Because of the size and location of my tumors I can't curl up or lay on my sides.  So this is one of my goals, to be able to curl up in a ball at some point, in the sun!

I am on my way to chemo in my nice new van my dad generously bought us.  Had a good day yesterday.  Still minimal fluid build up!  I do have a cold so let's hope that doesn't turn into
anything else.  Enjoy the sun for me while I am stuck inside all day!